let’s think
how should i say this

your friend always told me what i wanted to hear
but now i have to think
did he just
…

in that one moment
the moment when i thought we both felt the exact same
were you
…

did you just give me a chance
just so i’d get away after you left?

why
i waited for too long

why would you want someone to treat you like dirt
what the fuck do you tell him

and see
yet
i still would give anything

but
still
is it true?

did you just

lie?